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Jennifer reminded me about using “stupid women’s dress shoes” (hehe). I have never been a fan of high heels or any of that stuff. I gotta admit though that wearing them does make me feel like prettier or hotter or something :p

Anyways, after I fell down last year my foot still hurts at times, it’s a secret at home though, I do not dare to complain because I know I will be sent to the doctor; so, obviously wearing heels was a no no until that Saturday date. And, I just wanted to tell you that I have made a new year’s resolution (kinda late) learning how to use heels again. I will let you know about my progress ;)

Something like those were his words on Friday, my eyes were a bit too open, he couldn’t help himself and laughed at me.

It was cold, rainy and 2 months since the break up. I didn’t have many expectations about my mood but it was way better than I expected. Dinner was delicious, drinks were warming and the time shared and spent was amazing. He picked me up at 9pm and we got home at 2.30am.

He kept saying I looked better than ever… we were very good friends in high school. It felt very nice :)

- Work is so busy.

- Going to the gym has become problematic since my foot accident so I am doing some yoga. The best part? The relaxation at the end.

- I walk way better in heels now. My foot feels better, still hurts at times though.

- School is driving me crazy, I am supposed to do some research but I can’t even figure out what the topic will be.

- I didn’t go to school today. I plan to fall asleep as soon as I am done posting this.

- Seen the iphone? I’m drooling, still.

- My eyes got some sort of infection, can’t be much by the computer, though I obviously have to be at work. Outside of work I don’t have much time, so not really a problem.

- Google reader is my saviour. It makes sure my 30 mins online, work free, are very well used.

- I got a bag full of things I was going to send to the ex in Christmas, bought of course when we were still together. I don’t know what to do with it. I look at it and then look away.

- I got hilites on my hair again. I love them. I feel liberated.

Done! :)

Some say busy is seductive, I prefer not being seductive.

3 weeks ago an ex-boss of mine called on a Sunday, he said he needed me until Dec. 31st. He was my boss during social service, I finished that by the end of October. I was not busy and I needed a distraction, so I said yes. Little did I know about the amount of work he had, but being brave I decided to take it.

It’s January 3rd and he has offered me to stay longer, with a promotion both work wise and economically. I asked for a bit of time. You see, of the 3 previous weeks only one I had school, so the next two were not as hard. But now I am back to school and I start work at 8am, get home at 5.10pm and leave to school at 5.50pm, then back until 10pm. It is sometimes a bit too much, specially when there are homeworks involved.

Boss has said I can start at 9am instead of 8, and that whenever I have to leave early I can do so. He’s practically begging me to stay at least until May, since he knows I might have other plans for when school is done.

Of course school is my priority, and as I said, I will be done in May. I can’t wait, by the way. I am counting the days :P

I am really hoping I don’t feel it’s too hard to do both at this time, I feel really grateful to my boss and I really wouldn’t like to leave… work is still very busy, although the bad bad time has passed, at least for a while.

Besides, in all honesty, work has been so helpful through this time. It’s too busy you cannot allow yourself to be thinking of something, or someone, else. I think it’s helping me big time and I am afraid if it’s not there anymore I will be sad, or miss too much, or one of those horrible things that happen after a breakup.

I’ll let you know all about my work life.  And, the emotional part of my life is really not too bad. At least way better than I expected. Funny how things work out sometimes. I guess the whole things happen for a reason is, besides comforting, very true.